The new adventures of the old Mai.

When you’re mad, you’re beautiful
When you are hurt, I bleed
And your happiness makes me high-
It is all oh so beautiful

You don’t kill animals
Your accent is hidden
But you voice still works wonders-
It is all oh so beautiful

Though invisible, your every vain is wonderful
Your every heartbeat pumps ecstasy
And with each day you grow more beautiful-
Yes it is all oh so beautiful

Your cheeks are so pretty
Again so is your smile
And your giggles make me breathless-
Oh it is all oh so beautiful

You are in my every thought
You reside in my every action
And I can never forget your face-
I guess it is all because you are oh so beautiful

There is nothing about you ‘not beautiful’
Even your thoughts, they too are beautiful
I hope this reminds you each day-
That you are all oh so beautiful

“Thank you, Marcus.”
 

I’m not as miserable as it looks. I promise.

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can’t take my eyes off you
I can’t take my eyes…

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off of you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind off you
I can’t take my mind…
My mind…my mind…
‘Til I find somebody new

Sara Ramirez.
It is time for the second weekly hottie of the week and this week I have picked a steaming hot one; Sara Ramirez. With her voluptuous curves and beautiful smile she is of the hottest most sensual women to ever walk the planet earth. The multitalented actress/singer was born in Mexico but movet to CA. at age eight. She has done mostly musicals and in 2005 she won a Tony award for for “Best Performance by a Featured Actress” in the Musical Monty Python’s Spamalot. 2005 was a big year for Ramirez, cause that year she also landed the roll as Dr.  Callie Torres in the extremely popular tv show; Greys Anatomy. And I’m sure this is just the very begining of an amazing career of an stunningly beautiful and tallented woman. 

You still take my breath away like no one has ever done.
Let me breath, god damnit. 

It’s funny how some music gives me a feeling of extreme sorrow and extreme happiness at the same time. Sorrow of lost times and hapiness over what’s to come. Combined they kinda feel like emptiness. 

I had a pocket full of dreams, 
but I gave them all to you. 

Now I think I want them back. 

I’m laying in bed and listening to Leonard Cohen - Take this Waltz, Tom McRae - 2nd law, Nick Drake - Pink moon.. and I feel the old me. I feel how I felt when all I cared about was my little notebook with thoughts from the bus. When all I cared about was how beautiful the sun looked when it was playing its lightbeams down the river. And I begin to think that I might have lost a very big piece of my self that day when I put away the silly skirt that turned so beautifully when I danced and ripped those pink bows out of my hair. I think I might have done a very stupid thing, growing up. And I feel a little empty inside and a little lost.