Thursday, October 30, 2008

Realizations.

1. I’ve come to realise that I love :  Smiles in my heart.

2. I’ve come to realise that I know :  What’s important in life.

3. I’ve come to realise that I say:  Sometimes too much.

4. I’ve come to realise that I have:  A perfect mom. 

5. I’ve come to realise that I have lost : My place in life. 

6. I’ve come to realise that I hate :  Waking up early

7. I’ve come to realise that marriage is :  Something in the future. 

8. I’ve come to realise that the best :  In the world is kisses.

9. I’ve come to realise that I will always be :  A little nutty. 

10. I’ve come to realise that love : Is everywere. 

11 . I’ve come to realise that the last time I cried was :  Watching  Greys Anatomy. 

12. I’ve come to realise that when I wake up in the morning :  It’s later than it should be.

13. I’ve come to realise that before I go to sleep at night :  I meditate.

14. I’ve come to realise that right now : I need some food.

15 . I’ve come to realise that babies :  Should hold their arrival a few years.

16 . I’ve come to realise that I get on Facebook:  Way too much.

17. I’ve come to realise that today : I get my babycat, Lilly.

18. I’ve come to realise that tonight :  We’ll be spending in bed together.

19. I’ve come to realise that tomorrow :  Is my sisters Haloweenparty.

20. I’ve realise that I really want : To be somebody.

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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Kill me now.

What I saw when I woke up this morning. 

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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

No one to rely on.

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Must have.

Today I was browsing through random blogs and pages linked on the blogs and I stumbled upon a website that is almost like one of my favourites, http://www.etsy.com/, I even found some of the sellers from etsy there. http://en.dawanda.com/ and I am exited and abit frustrated. Why do I have to find treasures when I don’t have any money to own them? Like this clock, which is a total must have for me. Anyone? I’d owe you forever. 

http://en.dawanda.com/product/346050-Golden-Peacock-Wall-Clock

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Monday, October 27, 2008

A mondays worth of sunday secrets.

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Sigh..

It’s dark outside. It’s been dark outside for hours. And I’m tired. And I’m so fucking tired of beeing tired. Tired of waking up and looking out on rain and greyness. Why the hell wasn’t I born in Hawaii? I have so much stuff that I know that I have to do. First of all I have to get off my ass and get out and get a job. A f’n job. And preferly one that makes me happy. So tired of just beeing. Just.. function. I need some joy in my life. I’ve always been able to appreciate the little things in life and catch the beauty that lies in a breeze on my face. But you can’t live on that? I need something big in my life, something big that I can sit on top of. Other than that I have other things I should do. Like do the dishes, clean the floors and water my starving plants. Ja.. And I have lots of stuff I want to write about on my crappy blog. And I will. Some day. I have it all in my mind. Just wait and see. 

Today I went through every last letter, note and postcard I have saved for years and it was.. emotional. Not in a bad way. It felt good to feel old feelings. A huge drawer full of laughes and heartbreaks. It’s nice to be able to smell a perfume or read a sentence and let that take you way back in time when your life was completely different. Speaking of mail, I have to thank my dearest Astrid that has written me more than anyone else in the whole world. I know you don’t know how much I appreciate it and how much it means to me, what big of a smile you put in my heart, simply because I don’t tell you enough. I’m sorry that I’m not as good a writer and penpal as you are. But you’re always in my heart. 

Next I’m gonna do something that most people probably will shake their head to and send me e-mails with scary storys about girls beeing hunted down and hit over the head. But I’m gonna go with the trusting and naive side of me that I’ve always been so proud of when people have pointed it out and say that I belive in you guys. And if there is an axemurderer reading my blog: I have a bat under my bed and a butcherknife in the kitchen. So come get me! 

Anyways, what I’m gonna do is post my adress so you can send me letters, postcards or even just a post-it if that’s what you want. I still have some room in my drawer and I could use some kind words or warm smiles in these dark, cold months in Norway. Thank you. 

Mai Linn Olsen
Åsvegen 83b
4700 Vennesla
NORWAY

Kisses. 

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Excuses, excuses..

My god I’m a bad blogger. The worst out there, I’m sure. I’ll do a propper post tomorrow, I promise. Tonight I’ll just ask you if you think I need more sunglasses? Kisses. 

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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Sunday secret on a monday.

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Friday, October 17, 2008

Yawn from disappointment not sleepyness.

It is now, as I am writing this, twenty six minutes past three in the morning, friday the 17′th of october and I have been up since six thirty in the morning, eastern time, wednestday the 15′th of october. I am surprisingly awake, but have decided to turn in the towel and go to bed, after watching the season finale of Project Runway, season five, where Leanne won over the amazing, my amazing, Kenley. And.. it’s not that I think Kenley had such a better collection than Leanne or even Korto, but she is the one that I’d really like to see more of. But misstake me not, I know we will. And I can’t wait. She has been a big inspiration for me and I can’t wait to see what she comes up with next. 

I would also like to thank my fantastic friends and family that I left behind in NH and around. I love you all and miss you dearly. I wish I could have taken you all with me, or even better just stayed there. But mark my words when I say; I’ll be back. 

Last but not least I’d like to give a huuuge shout out to my dear JQ who keeps stunning me in ways only he knows how.

Kisses to you all, and I’ll be waiting under your bed with an axe, JQ, since I am infact an axemurderer. GOTCHA!

A red frame, for once, for all the love.

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Sunday, October 12, 2008

For my norwegian friends.

Første innlegg på norsk, var jaggu på tide. ;) Uansett, dette er et “tilbud” for norske jenter og gutter så jeg tenkte jeg skulle ta det på morsmålet deres så jeg fanger oppmerksomheten deres litt. Jeg har et par blogger som jeg er fast leser av og på en av de kom jeg over noe som heter gratiskläder.se som er en svensk side som lever av å reklamere for andre selskap og de gjør det på en ganske unik måte. Siden har et poengsystem hvor du tjener poeng ved å klikke på linker, ta spørreundersøkelser og noenganger får du til og med poeng om du handler noe på en annen side. Uansett, det flotte med denne siden er at når du har samlet 600 poeng så får du et helt gratis gavekort på enten H&M eller Gina Tricot sendt i posten. Og du tror kanskje dette er lureri, men det er det faktisk ikke. 

Så, det jeg sier er, enkelt og greit:
Registrer deg her: http://www.gratisklaer.no/Register.asp?r=36919 og få et gratis gavekort i posten! Hvem vil vel gå glipp av gratis klær!?

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